Purple Kisses...

The passion began.. Before our lips met.. Hearts beating like that of a drum.. Just a little tongue.. Enough to make you want more.. We kissed deeper.. Pulling your hair (just the way you like) I pulled you closer.. Nature wasn't rising.. It had already risen.. There is no outside world.. Only you and I exist.. This felt like the only time I had ever been kissed.. Eyes rolling from side to side.. This moment could have easily been mistaken for love making.. Heavy, but short breaths.. Gasping for your love.. Longing for your touch.. Your lips, softer than winter.. Tears filled my eyes and ran down my face like rain.. Creating a puddle of love.. Overflowing with emotion, our eyes met.. I saw more than your soul.. I saw my future...............

The addiction...

An addiction is powerful, unpredictable, breath taking...

It can make you inhale, exhale, crave, want, need, hurt, cry, think like never before...

The smell of it can wake you in the middle of the night and keep you up for hours...

Losing sleep becomes the least of your worries..

You become overwhelmed and on edge because everyone knows...

Your smile looks painted on, you no longer recognize yourself..

This perfectly describes my addiction.. the one that was ignited by love..

There have been ups and downs.. ultimate highs and embarassing lows..

Storms have come and gone.. the debris has been cleared..

Love is in the air, now I can breathe..

Close your eyes and just listen to me breathe..

When I exhale I relieve myself of the non sense and "what nots" that have stalled me for years...

Interferance is not an option.. for love overcomes any barrier that is bestowed...


P.S.
If you are not in love, I hope you find it and get addicted!

Writings On the Wall...

It's obvious.. apparent.. undeniable.. that I love you.. you believe everything I say.. you believe in me.. you've believed in us.. how could I deny your love and what has evolved between us?.. I've let you down on many occassions.. Yet each time I turn around my eyes meet yours.. Why haven't you left? Why haven't you given up?.. Because you know some things are inevitable.. You and I are inevitable.. We are the sun, the moon and the stars that light up the sky.. I have become You and You have become Me.. which has turned into We.. this love thing came way before us.. and We make it look good.. hold my hand and let me lay next to you forever.. your love is the high I've been looking for all my life.. keep me high, I promise to never resist.. mama said there would never be a love like this, but even she was wrong.. the writings on the wall......